Blue :(

I am not too sure of my answer anymore.

Do you think about killing yourself?
Occasionally...

Would you go a step farther and do it?
Maybe.

But I don't have the guts to,

Though I wish I could.

God says that no one is given more then they can handle,

So am I weak?

Maybe I can handle this...

Though I feel like I'm alone.

My youth pastor says we've all won the birth lottery,

Though my family is having some financial issues.

I am thankful for what I have...

But I cry for what I don't.

Sometime I wish I were a boy.

They are respected and treated so much better then girls,

After all, it wasn't Adam who took the first bite.

Why can't I be normal?

Timothy

For God did not give us

a heart of fear, but of  strength,

love and self-control.