Bitter Sweet

Sh***** said hi, but I think it was another 'lab rat' hi (translation: to see if the quiet girl will speak). Whatever. At least she talked to me. Na***** talked to me to, she's awesome. In Spanish, everyone liked my dessert! Even "Corason" said thanks. I'm happy today. :3

Forever Green

The tree is up. Too fat for my liking, but maybe it will look better when it's decorated (or not with the decorations I have... awful).
I feel more and more confident that I will get my novel published, and that I will get past my writers block. Maybe I will get it done by Simon Pulse or Push. At least K******* is helping. Maybe I misjudged her... unless she's just looking for money. Who knows.

Christmas shoppin'

My plans worked out for once. I went shopping with J**** and N***** pretty much all day, it was awesome. :D We don't get to hang out after school often because none of us know how to plan anything. I hope we do something else soon, maybe with S***** too, I cant forget her. :)

Jingle Bell Jazz

It's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas... I am getting that cozy feeling that this season brings about every year, but I am having some spiritual issues, and I hope I can find the solution for my sake. I am tired of feeling guilty, so a few things need to change.

Chivalry is Dead

Highlight of my day? Some random 12 grader intentionally held the door open for me. Yeah nice. He probably wanted to see how I reacted. I barely acknowledged him. They will all forget about me soon enough. Gods I feel like a freak, and maybe I am.

Elated

B******* said hello, and that meant a lot to me. I am pretty sure I saw her friend E**** on a date where I was shopping... hmmm...
Well, other then that, today was a boring one. Re-reading a good book, and I hope that by the time I finish the series (again) that the last book will be out (December 24)... if Chapters is open... Until tomorrow my pretties.

Unearthed Scars

I found my purple pen! :D Again anyways...

I fucking HATE A****, that bastard. He treats me like I'm not even there! I need to move my damn desk. At least Ke***** talked to me. :) Given she asked for a ruler, but she could have asked anyone. :3

I am positive that it's not healthy for an individual with Social Anxiety Disorder to attend school every day. No one takes me seriously about that, but I am sure school will cause a few health problems for me in the future along with costing me a few years. >.<' I'm already growing depressed. I don't know what to do.